My Isolation Has Been Invaded by Everybody “Self-Isolating”

In the artist world, “Isolation courts the muse.”

As a writer and music producer, isolation is my normal life and one I love. I’m in my element here.

EXCEPT now that the world is forced into isolation, the wrong kind of people are doing it. They can’t stand the isolation so now everywhere I go electronically, there they are making a BIG noise about creating more online communities, live-streams, growing by the hour! Writing groups, music groups, cruising groups, Disney groups, groups from every direction. Anything to break their isolation. My email is FILLED with these announcements. The pressure to join in is great!

NOW that churches are online only, they are also creating a large number of live-streams of sermons, masses, liturgies, readings and prayers. I love them but a little goes a long way. My email is FILLED with announcements. The pressure to join in can’t help be felt just because they exist.

Their numbers are growing on a daily basis because the world can’t do anything unless it beats a good idea to death.

And now they’ve invaded my SACRED space.

I can’t wait for the world to get back to work and going about their noisy business and leaving me to my artist life. I can’t wait to drop in at church once a week and spend my own private prayer time alone at home. Having the world in your virtual space is too much for any introvert.

Truly, I hope that more opportunities/acceptance to work remotely will grow moving forward but only for those suited for it. We need to honor who people are and how they work best. This can only benefit their employers, spyware not needed.

Staying Upbeat in the Writing, Travel, Disney, and Cruise Community

During this difficult time, I noticed that writers are actively seeking out other writer’s books, asking where to buy them, and cruise/Disney vloggers are actively uploading vids that are uplifting. I love this.

One of the cruise vloggers (Scott Singer Cruises) I subscribe to uploaded a vlog from his 2019 Alaska cruise this morning. I noticed it really picked people up. For me, too. So I started sorting through some of my travel and cruise videos and uploading them.

And why not combine both – my love for travel, cruising, and writing books set on cruise ships and other touristy locales. Here are some links you night be interested in:

Travel Blog (Two4Disney) – Covers Disney, Cruising, Las Vegas, and other Travels with a link to my novels, too.

Two4Disney on YouTube – A few of our travel adventures uploaded in small bites. More to come. Not much of a channel yet, but why not subscribe and let’s build this thing together.

Screamie Birds Studios – My writing/music web site where I keep you up-to-date on my latest music and fiction creations.

 

Deja Vu at the Blue Diamond Saloon, the Book, the Poem, the Tour, and Now the Song (#FAWM)

You may recall that I’d just finished a publicity tour for my psychological suspense novel, Deja Vu at the Blue Diamond Saloon at the end of 2019 before starting FAWM on February 1st. Well, during the tour, I’d written a poem about the book here.

So, naturally, I turned that into a song for FAWM 2020. Check it out. I hope you like it – the song, poem, the tour, and the book. 🙂

Little Red Riding Hood (#amwriting)

Now that FAWM 2020 is over, I can get back to some blogging and even some writing – oh yeah! Scenes are already coming to me for one of my wips I’m just beginning.

And then, of course, the accompanying song, which happens to be “Little Red Riding Hood,” one of my Uncle Ron’s favorite songs to play back when he was touring. He’s definitely inspiration for one of the characters I plan to write today.

 

FAWM 2020 (#FAWM) Playlist

FAWM 2020, my third FAWM (February Album Writing Month), is over and I survived – lol! From various EDM subgenres to Rock to Blues to Disco, I managed to create 16 songs, including 1 collab, and a poem that was completely rewritten by the time it made it to the finals with some music.

Here’s a playlist of my 10 favorite songs for FAWM 2020.

One Chapter and Half a Song a Day (#FAWM)

In my last post, I was debating whether to FAWM (February Album Writing Month – write 14 songs in 28 days) or not. After all, I really need to finish editing draft two of my wip. But today is the last day of January. Tomorrow is February 1st. What will I do?

The first thing I’m going to do is “suit up and show up.” The other thing I’ve come up with for a little more direction than just showing up (which can be powerful) is to edit one chapter a day (seems doable) and write half a song a day. The latter is where I must trust that by showing up, the half song will come to me.

The real trick is not to over think. “Analysis is paralysis” as they say.

 

To FAWM or Not To FAWM (#FAWM #amwriting)

I’ve been gearing up for FAWM (February Album Writing Month) by immersing myself in tutorials, both on Logic Pro and Ableton Live. I’ve even been test driving the new OVOX by Waves, released at NAMM in Anaheim. I was thinking that now that the Blog Promo Tour for DejaVu at the Blue Diamond Saloon ended at the end of 2019, I’d be free to focus on music.

Well, since that tour, I’ve been noticing a resurgence in book sales. So now I’m wondering if I should finish my wip and skip FAWM this year. There’s so much pressure putting my music out there and in the middle of this in-between period, waiting for our new house to be built, I’m not sure I’ve got the energy for it. Writing may be more appropriate this year. But I’d hate to miss out – the FAWM music community is pretty awesome. And I’d like to create some new music.

Hmmm….

#1 EDM Artist in Las Vegas on Reverbnation

Wow! The thing I thought would never happen happened! Screamie Birds is now the #1 EDM artist in Las Vegas on Reverbnation.

I’ve bounced around between #2 and #10, but mostly keeping steady at #2. Last week I went from #2 to #3. But now, for the first time I’m the #1 EDM artist in Las Vegas on Reverbnation. I thought it would never happen! So stoked! Time to create some music!

He Threw Away His Life Today (#poem)

I knew I wouldn’t sleep
When buried thoughts are swirling deep
Knowing today that somebody threw their life away

Anger bubbles to the surface
Knots in my neck are certain to worsen
Gifts unused when others suffer abuse

Looks, talent, and charm
Can somehow do more harm
Conniving plans, using others on shifting sands

The loving embrace of a father and mother
Is more than what comes to many others
Betraying the Faith to turn away and become the snake

I searched for the family I never knew
I found love, hate, and ridicule
You and I were kindred spirits, writing songs with endless lyrics

We prayed and offered shelter
Your lies became helter skelter
I’ll cry tomorrow when anger turns to sorrow

Was the rush worth it?
The high of a hit to the lowest of pits
Killing love and all that is Sacred above

You lost so much when so small
The Devil chased you down the hall
I thought you’d outrun him, but the ending of the story is sad and grim

Tonight I won’t be sleeping
Tonight I won’t be weeping
Knowing today that somebody threw their life away

Book in One Hand, Transistor Radio in the Other

This is how I’ve been describing myself since I first started writing and publishing on my web site. The funny thing is, later in life I met my father and discovered this whole musical family of mine. In fact, several family members are friends with Metal Christian group Stryper and Michael’s mother told me that the first time she saw my grandfather, he had Uncle Steven in one hand, and a transistor radio in the other. Talk about coming full circle.

Anyway, I found this 50th birthday video with his parents, and I can see why they would be friends with my grandparents and family. Each discovery helps me piece together my identity and the connection I have with my musical family, taking it all in, looking for the path to my future.